Ik ben een kruimeldief. Ik geloof dat ik niet altijd zo was, maar ik ben wel snel zo geworden.De daadwerkelijke transformatie zal ongeveer op m’n zevende geweest zijn. Ik had meerdere keren ervaren dat mijn moeder, als ik haar om troost kwam vragen, ze deze met tegenzin gaf. Weerzin misschien zelfs op momenten. Of dat…
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The need of distraction, converted into creation
I heard this text a while ago and it touched me, so I wrote it down. Already with the idea of maybe placing it on my blog some day.I hesitated though. ‘Just a quote’ was too much not mine. And this website/blog is made with my content. Text, film and picturewise. Only a quote from…
Triggers are all over the place
You never know when or where.. I took pictures of my cat and dog.Lying together.In different poses.One moment there there was this ‘gap’ between them. At the same time, there was this song: ‘There’s a war inside my head,and I’m drowning in regrets.’https://open.spotify.com/track/3S9C6nln4g7FySngPwhWs0?si=fTgUVB2aTdWh-BUTF6NHrw&utm_source=copy-link That’s when it hit me:I killed my own cat. That’s when it…
A thin line
It’s a thin line, to walk across. Not as much as a problem when you only have to watch after yourself, because you know yourself. Well okay, not entirely of course, sure there will be lots of blind spots or things you’re still unaware of. But you pretty much know your do’s and don’ts, what…
